Fic: Looking Deeper (BtVS, Andrew/Spike)

Title: Looking Deeper
Fandom: BTVS
Pairing: Andrew/Spike
Rating: PG-15
Summary: Scene extension for Touched. In the time alone Andrew shares some doubts and Spike changes his perspective.
Disclaimer: I own nothing to do with BTVS, it’s not my toy box. I’m merely playing. I also don't own anything to do with Star Wars or Star Trek, but I did make references at one point.
A/N: This is a scene extension for that scene in Touched when Andrew and Spike are stuck in the monastery. The italicized words are Spike quotes. The first quote is from "Out of Mind" and the second is from "Becoming pt 1"
A/N2: Andrew's rant might be offensive so I apologize ahead of time, though I think it works for his char and I wanted to explore some of his issues.

( Looking Deeper: )

Who the hell are you?

"Santa Claus...and you've all been very bad this year..." ~The Crow (comic)

Mostly I came here today because I wanted to see if what I wrote yesterday was coherent at all, because with the headache I had I could barely think.

And yeah, yeah, I'm still listening to the Velvet Goldmine soundtrack, mostly sticking to T.V. Eye, Ballad of Maxwell Demon, The Whole Shebang and Baby's on Fire. Kristy at work (this girl who has a crush on me) got slightly jealous that I had it and dared me to play it at work. I got to listen to The Whole Shebang and play most of Baby's on Fire before Justin changed it to the normal channel. Actually Jody yelled at Justin when I first started playing it, because she thought he'd put another one of his CD's in. When she realized it was me she said we could listen to it. After two songs, several people were all 'Thank God' when Justin changed it. Some people just don't to expand their experience I suppose.

I told my brother I had the sound track, I got him to watch most of the movie with me. He got all excited and told me he better get a copy. Then we both talked about how much we loved the movie.

I had a moment today where I was extermily glad that I quit my other job. I'm only working Taco Bell right now, cause I need to slow down a bit. I'm tired of being sick by working three or more. Anyway Jody and Tab were talking about famous people they would sleep with. Tab's bi so she brought up a girl and Jody laughed before asking me if I would sleep with her too. I just grinned and said yeah. I couldn't get that at my old job, I kept biting my tongue to keep anything about being gay from slipping. They'd made it clear in my interview that they weren't open minded and I didn't want to be haggled. Now I'm wondering why I even really started working there, why I hadn't kept looking. It makes me hope I never need to take a job where I can't be open about myself at.

I have to do it at home, so I can't stand having to also do it at work.

It's strange the things people will do for their family.

Fic: He Said He Loved Me (HP, Draco/Ginny, Angst)

Title: He Said He Loved Me
Fandom: HP
Pairing: Draco/Ginny
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Major Angst. Not a happy look at DracoGinny, lots of char death and mentions suicide. Ginny’s POV.
Disclaimer: I own nothing to do with Harry Potter. It’s not my toy box, I’m merely playing.
A/N: Written in 2003.
Warning: Major amounts of char death and suicide. Suicide is never the answer, if you’re thinking about it please talk to someone.

( He Said He Loved Me: )

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