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Sometimes, not very often, just sometimes I feel that I need a sign on my forehead that says "gay".

It might do wonders.

Actually no it'd pobably get me kicked out of my house, but that's something I'm not going to get into.

However I am out at work...so you'd think that irksome feeling wouldn't be felt there. Alas, no. I go into work today and guess what? Apparently because I've recently been hanging out with one of my fellow crewmates outside of work...the one who totally respects the fact that I'm gay...I must be having some sort of affair with him. I looked at this girl I work with, who was trying to pry all the juicy deatils out of me and told her that I had feelings for him like I do my brother (I actually used my brother's name)

She blinked.

Then she said, "You mean Chad likes him?" She obviously heard what I was saying and put two and two together.

I explained (after laughing more than I should have) that no that I have brotherly feelings for him nothing more.

So she insisted something is going on between us. Um hello I'm gay...and as much as a few of my managers seem to think I'll come to my senses and 'straigten out' it's not gonna happen.

Hence the sign.

Well no now that I've though about it...that'd mean I'd get more staight guys, then I already do, trying to picking me up. For some reason if I'm gay that means we should definetly work something out.

Let me just say that the world is an odd place.

(no subject)

Sometimes, not very often, just sometimes I feel that I need a sign on my forehead that says "gay".

It might do wonders.

Actually no it'd pobably get me kicked out of my house, but that's something I'm not going to get into.

However I am out at work...so you'd think that irksome feeling wouldn't be felt there. Alas, no. I go into work today and guess what? Apparently because I've recently been hanging out with one of my fellow crewmates outside of work...the one who totally respects the fact that I'm gay...I must be having some sort of affair with him. I looked at this girl I work with, who was trying to pry all the juicy deatils out of me and told her that I had feelings for him like I do my brother (I actually used my brother's name)

She blinked.

Then she said, "You mean Chad likes him?" She obviously heard what I was saying and put two and two together.

I explained (after laughing more than I should have) that no that I have brotherly feelings for him nothing more.

So she insisted something is going on between us. Um hello I'm gay...and as much as a few of my managers seem to think I'll come to my senses and 'straigten out' it's not gonna happen.

Hence the sign.

Well no now that I've though about it...that'd mean I'd get more staight guys, then I already do, trying to picking me up. For some reason if I'm gay that means we should definetly work something out.

Let me just say that the world is an odd place.