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I got straight boys in make-up yesterday! At the Rave. I brought my make-up kit, cause Veronica had asked me to do her make-up (which mind you I was iffy about cause well I somehow manage to do mine)I thought it was going to be really bad cause I was on uber boy mode yesterday and I've never tried to do make-up while I was on boy mode. Oddly enough, when I feel like a boy I like make-up more. Yes, feel free to tell me I'm weird.

Anyway the rave went good, we had a make-up party. Got tons of guys and girls to put some gothic make-up on and since pratically all of RPA did it Garry did it too which was so cool cause I really wanted to get Garry, but he's forever acting all macho so I didn't think he'd let me. The peer pressure got to him.

Also I will admit it I was a lip slut. I got sixteen kisses from ten different people...it was beautiful. All just pecks on the lips or cheeks mind you, well okay I got my ex good. She thought I was just asking for a peck and I went for more. Ha!

Except that everyone thought that meant we were getting back together and I was going um...we just kissed. Sometimes a kiss is just a kiss.

Of course my social anxiety disorder kicked up last night and I had to find spots to be by myself last night. Sarah talked to me about it, mentioned she thought I was doing good.

Then Veronica showed up and she looked awesome. Got to talk with her for a bit.

Actually did some dancing...how odd is that? Rodger, our 'adult' in student life actually did some dancing. I'd talked to him earlier about resigning as President of the GSA. We talked about it and he felt that I made a mature decision. Oddly enough I've gotten offers for two other leadership positions in other clubs already and a slight pressure to still try to go out for Student Senate.

So yesterday was a blast...a little crazy cause really I'm not usually that much of a lip slut.

Then today I was supposed to go to the RPG convention in Oberlin with RPA and I didn't. My anxiety disorder had me on edge and I could tell that if I went I'd have a panic attack so I stayed home after I canceled. Actually I went into work to see what shifts I could pick up anything because Chris quit (which I so don't get and now am worried about her) Stayed to help two residents eat lunch and then arranged to take one of them out tomorrow.

Now I'm still kinda anti-social and a bit worn out, but planning on going to RPA since it's Garry's birthday and we're having a special game for him.

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I got straight boys in make-up yesterday! At the Rave. I brought my make-up kit, cause Veronica had asked me to do her make-up (which mind you I was iffy about cause well I somehow manage to do mine)I thought it was going to be really bad cause I was on uber boy mode yesterday and I've never tried to do make-up while I was on boy mode. Oddly enough, when I feel like a boy I like make-up more. Yes, feel free to tell me I'm weird.

Anyway the rave went good, we had a make-up party. Got tons of guys and girls to put some gothic make-up on and since pratically all of RPA did it Garry did it too which was so cool cause I really wanted to get Garry, but he's forever acting all macho so I didn't think he'd let me. The peer pressure got to him.

Also I will admit it I was a lip slut. I got sixteen kisses from ten different people...it was beautiful. All just pecks on the lips or cheeks mind you, well okay I got my ex good. She thought I was just asking for a peck and I went for more. Ha!

Except that everyone thought that meant we were getting back together and I was going um...we just kissed. Sometimes a kiss is just a kiss.

Of course my social anxiety disorder kicked up last night and I had to find spots to be by myself last night. Sarah talked to me about it, mentioned she thought I was doing good.

Then Veronica showed up and she looked awesome. Got to talk with her for a bit.

Actually did some dancing...how odd is that? Rodger, our 'adult' in student life actually did some dancing. I'd talked to him earlier about resigning as President of the GSA. We talked about it and he felt that I made a mature decision. Oddly enough I've gotten offers for two other leadership positions in other clubs already and a slight pressure to still try to go out for Student Senate.

So yesterday was a blast...a little crazy cause really I'm not usually that much of a lip slut.

Then today I was supposed to go to the RPG convention in Oberlin with RPA and I didn't. My anxiety disorder had me on edge and I could tell that if I went I'd have a panic attack so I stayed home after I canceled. Actually I went into work to see what shifts I could pick up anything because Chris quit (which I so don't get and now am worried about her) Stayed to help two residents eat lunch and then arranged to take one of them out tomorrow.

Now I'm still kinda anti-social and a bit worn out, but planning on going to RPA since it's Garry's birthday and we're having a special game for him.