Work...work and meh...

Well classes are over. I finished my last final yesterday. I passed, I know I passed all my classes, but I'm not happy with myself. I wanted to shoot for A's at the beginning of the semester, but three weeks with a sinus infection on top of a bunch of family drama too easily made me lose my focus. Also I'm to blame as well, I didn't put as much study time as I should have in and let myself procrastinate one too many times. I either have a B or an A in Statistics and a C or a B in Microbiology.

I had also promised myself that I'd take these next eighteen days of break and well take a break. Get the cleaning that's been bothering me because it hasn't gotten done finished and get caught up with my friends. I wanted to take some time for myself, to rest and well also write...I have so many things half finished that its frustrating. I tried to keep a hold on that at work today. However when I got into work today I remember that in all the rush of omg finals I forgot we had a staff meeting...that's an automatic point and the lady that does our schedules was more than happy to schedule me a day to make it up...I held my ground and begged off. Then I picked up my paycheck and there was a note attached, a verbal warning...I accumulated 5.5 points. You earn too many points and you get fired. You get points by calling off...even if you're sick, even if you have a doctor's excuse and I've had doctor's excuses all but one time that I called off. So now I'm reevaluating my need to have my itsty bitty two weeks of summer off.

I'm not sure what to do, I'm tired...works stressful enough but lately we've been short staffed so it's been that much more so.

Work...work and meh...

Well classes are over. I finished my last final yesterday. I passed, I know I passed all my classes, but I'm not happy with myself. I wanted to shoot for A's at the beginning of the semester, but three weeks with a sinus infection on top of a bunch of family drama too easily made me lose my focus. Also I'm to blame as well, I didn't put as much study time as I should have in and let myself procrastinate one too many times. I either have a B or an A in Statistics and a C or a B in Microbiology.

I had also promised myself that I'd take these next eighteen days of break and well take a break. Get the cleaning that's been bothering me because it hasn't gotten done finished and get caught up with my friends. I wanted to take some time for myself, to rest and well also write...I have so many things half finished that its frustrating. I tried to keep a hold on that at work today. However when I got into work today I remember that in all the rush of omg finals I forgot we had a staff meeting...that's an automatic point and the lady that does our schedules was more than happy to schedule me a day to make it up...I held my ground and begged off. Then I picked up my paycheck and there was a note attached, a verbal warning...I accumulated 5.5 points. You earn too many points and you get fired. You get points by calling off...even if you're sick, even if you have a doctor's excuse and I've had doctor's excuses all but one time that I called off. So now I'm reevaluating my need to have my itsty bitty two weeks of summer off.

I'm not sure what to do, I'm tired...works stressful enough but lately we've been short staffed so it's been that much more so.