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I've made a recent discovery. I'm not sure if its only a girl thing, but ice cream is the ultimate comfort food.
Only two more class periods in both my classes and then its time for a job search. Hopefully I can find something that's 9-5 or well in the morning. I'm hoping I can go to school at night, but I'm not sure how that's going to work. I may keep one or two classes and cut down to part time for just a semester so I can easily work two jobs. I know I use to work three jobs and go to school, but that was beyond torture and I was sick all the time. I refuse to get that sick again, so I figure part time school and two jobs might actually get me someplace. I'm only wanting to do it for a semester and then maybe take a summer class and then go back full time in the fall.
The only major catch is that I'm not covered under my parents insurance if I'm not a full time student. However if I find a job that offers me benifits it might work out, my parents have been pressuring me to get my own insurance lately anyway, so now is a good as time as ever.
The whole reason I'm concerned about money right now is my parents are helping me pay for my legal costs right now. Actually they just paid for it and now I'm in dept to them for a large sum of money they barely had and I certainly don't have. I find it really sad that because of my actions I've put my family in so much turmoil. I can tell my brother's upset with me. My Grandma of course doesn't know. My father is being supportive. My mom is an emotional wreck. I don't know what else I can do except pay them back as quickly as possible and have money to cover any of the other expenses that arise.
I screwed up and now I have to take responsiblity and pay for it.
Only two more class periods in both my classes and then its time for a job search. Hopefully I can find something that's 9-5 or well in the morning. I'm hoping I can go to school at night, but I'm not sure how that's going to work. I may keep one or two classes and cut down to part time for just a semester so I can easily work two jobs. I know I use to work three jobs and go to school, but that was beyond torture and I was sick all the time. I refuse to get that sick again, so I figure part time school and two jobs might actually get me someplace. I'm only wanting to do it for a semester and then maybe take a summer class and then go back full time in the fall.
The only major catch is that I'm not covered under my parents insurance if I'm not a full time student. However if I find a job that offers me benifits it might work out, my parents have been pressuring me to get my own insurance lately anyway, so now is a good as time as ever.
The whole reason I'm concerned about money right now is my parents are helping me pay for my legal costs right now. Actually they just paid for it and now I'm in dept to them for a large sum of money they barely had and I certainly don't have. I find it really sad that because of my actions I've put my family in so much turmoil. I can tell my brother's upset with me. My Grandma of course doesn't know. My father is being supportive. My mom is an emotional wreck. I don't know what else I can do except pay them back as quickly as possible and have money to cover any of the other expenses that arise.
I screwed up and now I have to take responsiblity and pay for it.