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It's been a long week, I've been sick for most of it. Last Saturday really did me in and I barely managed to get out of bed on Monday. Tuesday I napped on and off as I attempted to do homework which somehow never got done. Wed I took my first nursing exam and despite panic that I would fail because I didn't get in study time I found it easy. I haven't looked for my grade yet, still a bit of nerves over it. Wed I also spent some time with a friend from work because she had to cancel a trip last moment (She didn't get all the paperwork she needed with D.C. being closed due to weather, that's apparently resolved and she should be leaving this coming Tues). Wed I also managed to get my homework done before class (a miracle) and I can make up the quiz I missed. I passed my check off for IV start and had a good clinical day.
Work today was long and I really just want to call off tomorrow and stay inside, cuddled under my covers for extra sleep and study time. There is also a b-day party I've been invited too that I said I'd try to attend, but going out at 9 at night and staying for a short period of time so I can get up at 5 to go into work and work for 12 hr doesn't seem appealing. I may just end up texting that I'm not going cause I'm tired. If I don't Sunday will kill me and I fear I might have a repeat of this Monday. I can't afford to miss anymore school.
Also my mother's mom just called. We are slowly trying to reestablish relations, but it is tentative as her mother has mental issues, refuses to take med and like to play mind games where she makes you feel like an idiot. She just called my grandma and I (the one I live with, G-mom) and left a message for my parents to call her as soon as they got the message. So of course G-mom gets all upset and is convinced that grandma's husband is sick. It takes three calls to get a hold of my mom (I woke her up) and get the message to her. I apologized as much as I could, saying I knew it was late but that G-mom was upset. (G-mom gets no sleep when she's anxious). It turns out that a great aunt who has been slowly declining for the last few months has been put on hospice. She has about a week. My mom is going to call her caregivers (other family members who have cut of ties with grandma) tomorrow to see if they need anything. Now all we can do is wait and hope she goes peacefully. Thankfully also G-mom is no longer upset.
I'm heading to bed despite the fact that the story I was working on is half finished. I have work in the morning and my residents deserve to have me in a semi-decent mood.
Work today was long and I really just want to call off tomorrow and stay inside, cuddled under my covers for extra sleep and study time. There is also a b-day party I've been invited too that I said I'd try to attend, but going out at 9 at night and staying for a short period of time so I can get up at 5 to go into work and work for 12 hr doesn't seem appealing. I may just end up texting that I'm not going cause I'm tired. If I don't Sunday will kill me and I fear I might have a repeat of this Monday. I can't afford to miss anymore school.
Also my mother's mom just called. We are slowly trying to reestablish relations, but it is tentative as her mother has mental issues, refuses to take med and like to play mind games where she makes you feel like an idiot. She just called my grandma and I (the one I live with, G-mom) and left a message for my parents to call her as soon as they got the message. So of course G-mom gets all upset and is convinced that grandma's husband is sick. It takes three calls to get a hold of my mom (I woke her up) and get the message to her. I apologized as much as I could, saying I knew it was late but that G-mom was upset. (G-mom gets no sleep when she's anxious). It turns out that a great aunt who has been slowly declining for the last few months has been put on hospice. She has about a week. My mom is going to call her caregivers (other family members who have cut of ties with grandma) tomorrow to see if they need anything. Now all we can do is wait and hope she goes peacefully. Thankfully also G-mom is no longer upset.
I'm heading to bed despite the fact that the story I was working on is half finished. I have work in the morning and my residents deserve to have me in a semi-decent mood.