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I had a long day today and I don't want to go into work tomorrow. Last weekend was rough, so it makes it harder to actually want to go in this weekend.
So today I waited around until ten to see if my cousin would call about needed a ride to the doctor's. She had an appt at ten and last night didn't think she had a ride. I offered and she was suppose to call me if she still needed one. She never did so I set out to school again to see if more of my books had come in.
I went to my community college first. I had bought a few yesterday and was still in sticker shock so I numbly bought what else they had. They don't even have all the nursing texts in yet that I need for class. I think I have three or four more to buy...and I've already spent more on books/material then I have on tution for these two classes.
Needless to say I was freaking out a bit because I also needed to get my tution plan started for my state college (already have it set up for the community) but my finaical aide hadn't come in yet...at least that's what it looked like online. So I headed out there. I started to fill out the paperwork while the lady looked me up. As it turned out I was paided in full with credit left over. My finaical aide had come in. I was so relieved. At this point none of the books I need for my state college are in.
My grandma looked at all the books I brought in and decided I was doing too much this semester and I needed to drop some classes. Then I explained that all those books were just for two classes and she didn't know what to think. Honestly I don't know what to think. I'm a little overwhealmed and need to get it all orgainzed. It's doable though. I just need to organize well.
So happy and relieved that my finaical aide was in I went out to dinner with my great aunt. It was pleasant, it was nice. The only thing that upset me was when she brought up marrying my best friend, my gay best friend. I swear the next time someone from that side of the family pushes the whole they want us to get married despite the fact that I've said several times that we're only friends and he's gay I may just run from the room screaming. I wish I could just come out to them, but I promised my mom I wouldn't. Other than that it was wonderful. Then we went home and I helped her pack up her Christmas tree stuff. I'd helped my Aunt, a different one, yesterday put her Christmas stuff away so I told my mom I'd help her on Monday if she still had stuff that needed to be put away.
So I'm exchausted and I really don't want to go into work tomorrow. I should go to bed now before I justify to myself all the reasons I should call off and somehow talk myself into it.
So today I waited around until ten to see if my cousin would call about needed a ride to the doctor's. She had an appt at ten and last night didn't think she had a ride. I offered and she was suppose to call me if she still needed one. She never did so I set out to school again to see if more of my books had come in.
I went to my community college first. I had bought a few yesterday and was still in sticker shock so I numbly bought what else they had. They don't even have all the nursing texts in yet that I need for class. I think I have three or four more to buy...and I've already spent more on books/material then I have on tution for these two classes.
Needless to say I was freaking out a bit because I also needed to get my tution plan started for my state college (already have it set up for the community) but my finaical aide hadn't come in yet...at least that's what it looked like online. So I headed out there. I started to fill out the paperwork while the lady looked me up. As it turned out I was paided in full with credit left over. My finaical aide had come in. I was so relieved. At this point none of the books I need for my state college are in.
My grandma looked at all the books I brought in and decided I was doing too much this semester and I needed to drop some classes. Then I explained that all those books were just for two classes and she didn't know what to think. Honestly I don't know what to think. I'm a little overwhealmed and need to get it all orgainzed. It's doable though. I just need to organize well.
So happy and relieved that my finaical aide was in I went out to dinner with my great aunt. It was pleasant, it was nice. The only thing that upset me was when she brought up marrying my best friend, my gay best friend. I swear the next time someone from that side of the family pushes the whole they want us to get married despite the fact that I've said several times that we're only friends and he's gay I may just run from the room screaming. I wish I could just come out to them, but I promised my mom I wouldn't. Other than that it was wonderful. Then we went home and I helped her pack up her Christmas tree stuff. I'd helped my Aunt, a different one, yesterday put her Christmas stuff away so I told my mom I'd help her on Monday if she still had stuff that needed to be put away.
So I'm exchausted and I really don't want to go into work tomorrow. I should go to bed now before I justify to myself all the reasons I should call off and somehow talk myself into it.
