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( Jul. 16th, 2005 03:45 am)
I'm completely freaking out. I had a good day, a great day, I got to spend it with a cousin I hadn't spent a lot of time with lately and hey we got a copy of the new Harry Potter book. And I found two other books I want so you know I was doing good. Then I got home and checked my e-mail and there was a review for this story I haven't had a review on in months, but it's a good story at least I think it is and it actually probably the most personal story I've written. I was in a bad realtionship, an emotionally abusive one for two years,one that nearly cost me my family and when I got out of it it felt like I had all this weight lifted off my shoulders. It didn't end there though, months later and she was still trying to hurt me and I really can't get into it because it this whole legal thing that isn't over with yet. I felt completely beytrayed and in dealing with that I wrote a fic and posted it. It was a Draco/Ginny written from Ginny's pov. I got this review today telling me that this person loves my fic so much that they wrote it from the Draco's pov. I wasn't asked permission and I just kinda sat there in shock. I mean I understand someone having a similar idea of mine, some ideas for fics are blantant, but this, this is totally different and I'm totally freaking out. I thought I put all this behind me, but now I'm crying and can barely write this. I can't even bring myself to look at this person's fic. I'm completely freaking out and I don't know what to do.
rivulet027: (Default)
( Jul. 16th, 2005 03:45 am)
I'm completely freaking out. I had a good day, a great day, I got to spend it with a cousin I hadn't spent a lot of time with lately and hey we got a copy of the new Harry Potter book. And I found two other books I want so you know I was doing good. Then I got home and checked my e-mail and there was a review for this story I haven't had a review on in months, but it's a good story at least I think it is and it actually probably the most personal story I've written. I was in a bad realtionship, an emotionally abusive one for two years,one that nearly cost me my family and when I got out of it it felt like I had all this weight lifted off my shoulders. It didn't end there though, months later and she was still trying to hurt me and I really can't get into it because it this whole legal thing that isn't over with yet. I felt completely beytrayed and in dealing with that I wrote a fic and posted it. It was a Draco/Ginny written from Ginny's pov. I got this review today telling me that this person loves my fic so much that they wrote it from the Draco's pov. I wasn't asked permission and I just kinda sat there in shock. I mean I understand someone having a similar idea of mine, some ideas for fics are blantant, but this, this is totally different and I'm totally freaking out. I thought I put all this behind me, but now I'm crying and can barely write this. I can't even bring myself to look at this person's fic. I'm completely freaking out and I don't know what to do.
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( Jul. 16th, 2005 04:28 am)
I'm better now, I can breathe. Completely freaked out there for about half an hour, now I'm calm in that utterly confused numb way.
rivulet027: (Default)
( Jul. 16th, 2005 04:28 am)
I'm better now, I can breathe. Completely freaked out there for about half an hour, now I'm calm in that utterly confused numb way.
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( Jul. 16th, 2005 10:59 am)
I left the person I was freaking out about earlier a review for the piece that they based off of mine.

review that I left )

What do you think was this a good course of action or a bad one?
rivulet027: (Default)
( Jul. 16th, 2005 10:59 am)
I left the person I was freaking out about earlier a review for the piece that they based off of mine.

review that I left )

What do you think was this a good course of action or a bad one?
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