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Today's been one of those dreary, weary days.
I slept in till nearly two and have pretty much bummed around since. Spent a little time working on a Vic/Rodney piece. It refuses to come out as a full length story, and I can't cut it down to a 100 word drabble, so I'm thinking it'll end up a two hundred word drabble. I just love Vic's story about them meeting, it so romantic and sweet and totally Vic and I wanted to expand the idea from Rodney's POV.
So yeah, working on fanfic. Jean-Paul's been pretty much taking over my brain in that regard. My friends James gave me a challenge that isn't going to be easy to do because it require JP cheat on Bobby and well I'm not sure how I feel about going there. Also has to be NC-17, so we'll see how that goes. James is gonna beta, so hopefully it won't turn out one big mess.
My friend Kenny and I have mutally agreed no Christmas between us this year, so he doesn't get a present from me, I don't get one from him. Of course today when I went out I saw something I'd like to get him that didn't cost very much. Am very tempted to go back and just get it for him. On the other hand I bought myself Sleeping with Ghosts, special edition by Placebo. I also got a System Of A Down CD, simply because I like the lead singers voice almost as much as I like Brian Molko's voice.
Yesterday was a mess. I was suppose to go out with James and Rana to Bounce. James was suppose to call me up at work. I told this to all my manager, that I was expecting a call and to please let me talk to him. I very rarely get calls at work. Well I guess everytime he called they told him that I was on drive-thru and unless it was an emergency he shouldn't be calling. Jen, when she left told me he had called, but that was at the begining of my shift and we were in the middle of diner rush so I can understand why I couldn't talk to him. However after we slowed a bit, when Kelly was sitting around doing nothing they should have a least put him through. Also when I asked if he had called I was told no.
I did still go out, with Kenny and Jen. Kenny was hoping I'd go with James and Rana and he'd finally get to meet them. Didn't happen and I ended up going with them. We went to Bounce, which is a local gay club, and had a good time. I ended up getting drunk. I mean I was really trashed, which is odd for me as I don't usually drink. To date I've only been drunk four times. My fist experience getting drunk was a really bad one and I just don't feel comfortable with doing it. Last night though is kinda a blur. I mean I remember it, but it just doesn't process well.
I do remember that the waitress at the resturant we went to after was rude and that I had hash brown, which tasted awful until I put sugar and hot sauce on them. Don't ask, I have no idea. I also drank lots of water.
When I saw Kenny today all he could do was smile and shake his head at me. I told them I was cool after what they'd given me in the car on the way to the bar, but then Jen kept pushing me to have sips of her drink and Kenny gave me his beer to hold and didn't take it back till I'd had some. Then Kristen showed up with one of her friends Besty, who bought everyone a shot of Crown Royale. Kenny and Kristen couldn't finish there so I did it for them. So yeah, I very trashed, which is something I won't be for a long time to come.
And now today I'm very introverted and wanting to be by myself.
I slept in till nearly two and have pretty much bummed around since. Spent a little time working on a Vic/Rodney piece. It refuses to come out as a full length story, and I can't cut it down to a 100 word drabble, so I'm thinking it'll end up a two hundred word drabble. I just love Vic's story about them meeting, it so romantic and sweet and totally Vic and I wanted to expand the idea from Rodney's POV.
So yeah, working on fanfic. Jean-Paul's been pretty much taking over my brain in that regard. My friends James gave me a challenge that isn't going to be easy to do because it require JP cheat on Bobby and well I'm not sure how I feel about going there. Also has to be NC-17, so we'll see how that goes. James is gonna beta, so hopefully it won't turn out one big mess.
My friend Kenny and I have mutally agreed no Christmas between us this year, so he doesn't get a present from me, I don't get one from him. Of course today when I went out I saw something I'd like to get him that didn't cost very much. Am very tempted to go back and just get it for him. On the other hand I bought myself Sleeping with Ghosts, special edition by Placebo. I also got a System Of A Down CD, simply because I like the lead singers voice almost as much as I like Brian Molko's voice.
Yesterday was a mess. I was suppose to go out with James and Rana to Bounce. James was suppose to call me up at work. I told this to all my manager, that I was expecting a call and to please let me talk to him. I very rarely get calls at work. Well I guess everytime he called they told him that I was on drive-thru and unless it was an emergency he shouldn't be calling. Jen, when she left told me he had called, but that was at the begining of my shift and we were in the middle of diner rush so I can understand why I couldn't talk to him. However after we slowed a bit, when Kelly was sitting around doing nothing they should have a least put him through. Also when I asked if he had called I was told no.
I did still go out, with Kenny and Jen. Kenny was hoping I'd go with James and Rana and he'd finally get to meet them. Didn't happen and I ended up going with them. We went to Bounce, which is a local gay club, and had a good time. I ended up getting drunk. I mean I was really trashed, which is odd for me as I don't usually drink. To date I've only been drunk four times. My fist experience getting drunk was a really bad one and I just don't feel comfortable with doing it. Last night though is kinda a blur. I mean I remember it, but it just doesn't process well.
I do remember that the waitress at the resturant we went to after was rude and that I had hash brown, which tasted awful until I put sugar and hot sauce on them. Don't ask, I have no idea. I also drank lots of water.
When I saw Kenny today all he could do was smile and shake his head at me. I told them I was cool after what they'd given me in the car on the way to the bar, but then Jen kept pushing me to have sips of her drink and Kenny gave me his beer to hold and didn't take it back till I'd had some. Then Kristen showed up with one of her friends Besty, who bought everyone a shot of Crown Royale. Kenny and Kristen couldn't finish there so I did it for them. So yeah, I very trashed, which is something I won't be for a long time to come.
And now today I'm very introverted and wanting to be by myself.
