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Called off work today-told them I had a family emergency. My cousin was in from college and my family was having a diner, I hadn't seen her in forever. I got told about this two days ago, I need two weeks if I'm going to request off of work...then my Mom asks me about it again today...so I said fine and called off. Actually I swore more, but hey no one really needs to experience my profanity.
Dinner was good, except after. I got all anxious I think would be the right word, needed to do something with my hands so I went and got some of my art work and I have to say I didn't manage to do much. My family had to go ahh over my stuff...which felt odd, I don't like a lot of attention. I just wanted to draw.
Speaking of art...this is a sequey if you can't tell...had an interesting art class. I'm sorta making friends and its odd to talk to people, relate to them and have them encourage me in my obsessions instead of immediantly telling me I need to change.
I have a mild Northstar obession, don't get me started on it cause believe me I can go on and on and on....I'm also addicted to the Iceman/Northstar pairing. I just love how their personalities mesh and would love to see them as a couple. It'll never happen, but a girl can dream can't she? One of my friends says he read a rumor that Marvel was getting rid of all it's gay characters and I hope to God that this is just a rumor and nothing supstantial because it makes me want to cry. It wouldn't make any sense. How would you write a comic book that is suppose to be about tolerance and be intolerant? Please, please let this be a rumor. I started reading Uncanny again because they brought Jean-Paul into the book, if they got rid of him, well honestly I'm not sure I'd continue reading.
Yea...well, anyway...started this by saying I called off work...this is a bad thing I've called off three times with that job and one with my other in just a little over a week...three of those days I was sick, but still calling off this much in such a short time span isn't a good thing. I feel like a lazy bum, and then my brother chews me out for never taking time off work for myself. He kept putting his hand in my face, trying to be cute, when I was trying to explain myself. Then when I left one of my older cousins made a comment that I work too hard.
I wish my family would let me do my own thing, let me be myself without making me feel as if I'm doing everything wrong, as if I'm wrong all the time, everytime.
Dinner was good, except after. I got all anxious I think would be the right word, needed to do something with my hands so I went and got some of my art work and I have to say I didn't manage to do much. My family had to go ahh over my stuff...which felt odd, I don't like a lot of attention. I just wanted to draw.
Speaking of art...this is a sequey if you can't tell...had an interesting art class. I'm sorta making friends and its odd to talk to people, relate to them and have them encourage me in my obsessions instead of immediantly telling me I need to change.
I have a mild Northstar obession, don't get me started on it cause believe me I can go on and on and on....I'm also addicted to the Iceman/Northstar pairing. I just love how their personalities mesh and would love to see them as a couple. It'll never happen, but a girl can dream can't she? One of my friends says he read a rumor that Marvel was getting rid of all it's gay characters and I hope to God that this is just a rumor and nothing supstantial because it makes me want to cry. It wouldn't make any sense. How would you write a comic book that is suppose to be about tolerance and be intolerant? Please, please let this be a rumor. I started reading Uncanny again because they brought Jean-Paul into the book, if they got rid of him, well honestly I'm not sure I'd continue reading.
Yea...well, anyway...started this by saying I called off work...this is a bad thing I've called off three times with that job and one with my other in just a little over a week...three of those days I was sick, but still calling off this much in such a short time span isn't a good thing. I feel like a lazy bum, and then my brother chews me out for never taking time off work for myself. He kept putting his hand in my face, trying to be cute, when I was trying to explain myself. Then when I left one of my older cousins made a comment that I work too hard.
I wish my family would let me do my own thing, let me be myself without making me feel as if I'm doing everything wrong, as if I'm wrong all the time, everytime.
