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Last night my brother and his friends when to go see Rocky Horror Picture Show and I have to admit I was jealous. He wanted me to go, but of course I had to work.
Working three jobs is definently starting to take its toll. I only have one day a week at Taco Bell and I'm thinking of quiting. I was hanging onto it simply because it payed seventy-five cents more than my main job and they were giving me ten hours every Friday night. Now one of the managers is back from maternity leave and they gave her my shift. At first I was happy about it cause it meant I got to go home and I really wasn't looking forward to doing last night till 3 in the morning...trust me drive-thru for 10 hours straight will drive you near insane. Especially towards the end, I have this tendency to get the weirdest customers, if they're not lewd, their stuck-up and cruel. I'm constantly getting harrassed.
One of the new girls told me I can't quit because then she would have to quit too because I'm one of the few people she likes there and she'd be upset if I left. It was nice of her to say, but doesn't make a whole lot of sense as she only see's me once a week. I do like working with her and we an interesting conversation that night about movies, mostly ones with gay themes. We talked about other things as well and she gave me her phone number so maybe we'll hang out sometime. It'd be nice.
I feel weird about making friends though, I got so I guess without swearing I'd say messed around with the last time I let myself have friends and I don't want to go through that again.
Sometimes I find it almost scary the lack of trust I have and yet I can be naive about things as well.
Dinne with my family went all right, I think I already wrote about it. Neglected to mention that I ended up leaving because I felt uncomfortable around them. They were watching this stupid TV that was making fun of Asians by using sterotypes and it was all in very poor taste, but they we're laughing like it was the funniest thing while I only felt disgust. They started to settle in to watch Survivior and I left, couldn't take it anymore. I needed to get out.
There are other things bothering me as well.
I found out something at work friday night that left me more then a little disturbed. I found out that one of the teenagers, one of the kids, a high school student with a upbeat personality and good sense of humor had died since I'd last saw him. He O.D.ed on what I do not know. I was told not to ask to many questions when I found out, apparently it happened some time ago and had really upset one of the managers on duty. I asked my brother if he'd know about it. He said he knew the kid ODed and that he'd been in the hospital, but that he'd come back to work and seemed fine. This must have happened after that.
I've nothing more to say. I'm going to bed now.
Working three jobs is definently starting to take its toll. I only have one day a week at Taco Bell and I'm thinking of quiting. I was hanging onto it simply because it payed seventy-five cents more than my main job and they were giving me ten hours every Friday night. Now one of the managers is back from maternity leave and they gave her my shift. At first I was happy about it cause it meant I got to go home and I really wasn't looking forward to doing last night till 3 in the morning...trust me drive-thru for 10 hours straight will drive you near insane. Especially towards the end, I have this tendency to get the weirdest customers, if they're not lewd, their stuck-up and cruel. I'm constantly getting harrassed.
One of the new girls told me I can't quit because then she would have to quit too because I'm one of the few people she likes there and she'd be upset if I left. It was nice of her to say, but doesn't make a whole lot of sense as she only see's me once a week. I do like working with her and we an interesting conversation that night about movies, mostly ones with gay themes. We talked about other things as well and she gave me her phone number so maybe we'll hang out sometime. It'd be nice.
I feel weird about making friends though, I got so I guess without swearing I'd say messed around with the last time I let myself have friends and I don't want to go through that again.
Sometimes I find it almost scary the lack of trust I have and yet I can be naive about things as well.
Dinne with my family went all right, I think I already wrote about it. Neglected to mention that I ended up leaving because I felt uncomfortable around them. They were watching this stupid TV that was making fun of Asians by using sterotypes and it was all in very poor taste, but they we're laughing like it was the funniest thing while I only felt disgust. They started to settle in to watch Survivior and I left, couldn't take it anymore. I needed to get out.
There are other things bothering me as well.
I found out something at work friday night that left me more then a little disturbed. I found out that one of the teenagers, one of the kids, a high school student with a upbeat personality and good sense of humor had died since I'd last saw him. He O.D.ed on what I do not know. I was told not to ask to many questions when I found out, apparently it happened some time ago and had really upset one of the managers on duty. I asked my brother if he'd know about it. He said he knew the kid ODed and that he'd been in the hospital, but that he'd come back to work and seemed fine. This must have happened after that.
I've nothing more to say. I'm going to bed now.
