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My last day at Taco Bell was today. I should be thrilled. I should be in a good mood. Instead I'm in one of those angsty depressy moods. I managed to go all week without getting depressive once and today it just goes bam and hits in and I can't stop thinking negatively.
It's really annoying
Really today wasn't that bad. There are a few things bothering me, but none of them are so big that I should be feeling like this I should be in a good mood. I had several customers tell me good luck in my new job, and one today that I don't even know as a regular customer said he'd miss me. So yeah I should be happy that I managed to do such a good job that some random customer tells me good luck and that they probably won't be able to replace me.
I think maybe its just my expectations are too high.
I mean I come one here, on lj, and I meet people who are caring, and realize what's going on in the world around them. Then I go out and all I see from kids my own age is self-centered bigotted uncaringness and it just gets old so fast. I won't get into everything today, except what happened at work. Is it too much to ask that when you leave the place that you've just eaten at that as you walk out the door you don't take your leftover tacos and smear them all over the doors and windows making sure to get it on the door handles so that other customers have a hard time getting in? I mean I don't get it, what goes through these kids minds that they think that's acceptable behavior? Don't they realize most of the people working at a fast food place don't earn much money and usually have to take it home and try to support a family off of that? It's just it's sick and a cycle, an endless cycle.
I'm not going to get into it more.
It's really annoying
Really today wasn't that bad. There are a few things bothering me, but none of them are so big that I should be feeling like this I should be in a good mood. I had several customers tell me good luck in my new job, and one today that I don't even know as a regular customer said he'd miss me. So yeah I should be happy that I managed to do such a good job that some random customer tells me good luck and that they probably won't be able to replace me.
I think maybe its just my expectations are too high.
I mean I come one here, on lj, and I meet people who are caring, and realize what's going on in the world around them. Then I go out and all I see from kids my own age is self-centered bigotted uncaringness and it just gets old so fast. I won't get into everything today, except what happened at work. Is it too much to ask that when you leave the place that you've just eaten at that as you walk out the door you don't take your leftover tacos and smear them all over the doors and windows making sure to get it on the door handles so that other customers have a hard time getting in? I mean I don't get it, what goes through these kids minds that they think that's acceptable behavior? Don't they realize most of the people working at a fast food place don't earn much money and usually have to take it home and try to support a family off of that? It's just it's sick and a cycle, an endless cycle.
I'm not going to get into it more.
