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Okay, so I get that the post before this possibly made me out to be a complete loon, when okay yeah I've got a few problems, but I can handle it and I'll be fine. I should not allow myself to write when I'm kinda panicky. Stupid panic. Of course its entirely my own fault and if I'd been a resposible adult then I'd be fine, but apparently my responsiblity decided to take a holiday while my Aunt was visiting for the week and school started. By now my responsiblity should know it doesn't get days off...but what can you do, occasionally it just takes them.
I made a mistake with my schedule and now I feel like an idiot. My boss wants to talk to me tomorrow about the client that I represent. Which is odd because I've never had a meeting with her about a client. I said I could be her after class and that it ended at 11. I keep thinking I schedule my lab on Thursday when I scheduled my lab on Tuesday so now I have to call her tomorrow and let her know I'm actually in class till 2. So now instead of just wondering if I've done something wrong, though I don't think I have, but hey never had a meeting with my manager about a client, I get to add irresponsible to the list of things to keep myself from overanalying or panicing over.
Yes I know I'm silly. At least I understand that. Want to know what I can't understand? You don't, well too bad going to tell you anyway...I can't understand peoples need to look over my book collection, shake their heads and say they've never known anyone with as many books as me. I mean okay I have a four full bookshelves, two small, one medium and one large with some overflow...and I don't see a problem with that. Maybe I'm just kidding myself. If you had to be reasonable about owning books (though I'm not sure how one can cause hello books!...yes I'm a geek dork I get it pick a word) would you consider that too many?
I made a mistake with my schedule and now I feel like an idiot. My boss wants to talk to me tomorrow about the client that I represent. Which is odd because I've never had a meeting with her about a client. I said I could be her after class and that it ended at 11. I keep thinking I schedule my lab on Thursday when I scheduled my lab on Tuesday so now I have to call her tomorrow and let her know I'm actually in class till 2. So now instead of just wondering if I've done something wrong, though I don't think I have, but hey never had a meeting with my manager about a client, I get to add irresponsible to the list of things to keep myself from overanalying or panicing over.
Yes I know I'm silly. At least I understand that. Want to know what I can't understand? You don't, well too bad going to tell you anyway...I can't understand peoples need to look over my book collection, shake their heads and say they've never known anyone with as many books as me. I mean okay I have a four full bookshelves, two small, one medium and one large with some overflow...and I don't see a problem with that. Maybe I'm just kidding myself. If you had to be reasonable about owning books (though I'm not sure how one can cause hello books!...yes I'm a geek dork I get it pick a word) would you consider that too many?