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[rivulet027]

I'm feeling drained and have been very overly busy lately, mostly being scheduled to work alone is to blame. Which is rough, and makes me really look forward to my last day. When I've had a nice day, there are enough workers and I haven't had to run around and try to calm three residents down at once, I don't really want to leave cause I know I'll miss the residents. I do plan to come by and visit, but they can change the rule that if you leave on good standing you can come in and visit as long as you've talked to your home manager. Mine made sure I was still going to visit. Then a day like yesterday morning happens and I have to remind myself that calling up my manager and telling her I'm not going to finish my two weeks and I'm just done will mean I can't come in and visit the residents I know I'll miss horribly. One of the residents attacked me the other day. It was really kinda scary because I was the only one there, the two who had come in that morning had left to transfer two other residents to work. I had no one there to get him off me. Luckily he wasn't using all his strength and I managed to pull away from him, but then he grabbed me again. In the end I got him off me and into his room so he could calm down. I didn't even call the house nearby, because he was done and off on another tangent and no longer focused on me. It freaked me out for awhile, I'm okay now. It wasn't so much his attacking me, his being that much bigger and stronger then me, it was that there was no one there to help me.

Eighteen more days and I'm done and for one whole week of that I'll be on vacation.

Went out to CSU today to get my student idea and to have a campus tour. I'm glad I went, except for the rain that made the whole drive there kinda freaky. Why is it people seem to get more stupid when the weather gets more severe?