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The nice thing about time off is that you can get some things done. I'm determined to clean and have my space at my grandma's house organized before summer semester starts. Easier said than done of course. I have my closet clean and about half of my dresser organized into piles. I have more clothes than I know what to do with. I'm going to likely be giving a bit away. Surprisingly a lot more fits than I thought it did.
I was hoping to get some fic done this week, but I'm not sure that's going to happen. I was rereading Fitting In and realize that I gave every guy an exit except Will...that's been fixed. I have a lot of stories started and others that need updating. Trick or Treat Wishes is turning out to have more pairings than I anticipated and two of them are demanding I write them in. I have over 1000 words for the next chapter of Right Where I Belong...Marah's being protective is a bit more ditsy and fun than I anticipated especially when you put her with Dustin. Of course I kinda want to use that chapter as an excuse to go visit the zoo myself.
I went to visit my Aunt in the hospital today and they were releasing her so I took her home. It was good timing. Of course I stayed with her for awhile, went and got dinner and waited around while she took a bath just in case. So of course we were talking and I hit a snag. My mom doesn't want her side of the family to know I'm gay and she's kind also gotten to the point where I think for some reason she thinks I'm straight. A bit of my family knows, but now really. James came over to my grad party. Apparently we make a cute couple. I couldn't excatly say 'He's gay, I'm gay' to my very Catholic Aunt, but I wasn't sure what to say. I did the whole 'just friends' bit, but no one's ever convinced by that. I'm probably making a bigger issue out of it than it is, but I just felt like I was lying to her even though all I was doing was omitting the truth. I like who I am. It just hurts that I've learned to keep my mouth shut and let people think I'm straight so I don't have to deal with the drama.
I was hoping to get some fic done this week, but I'm not sure that's going to happen. I was rereading Fitting In and realize that I gave every guy an exit except Will...that's been fixed. I have a lot of stories started and others that need updating. Trick or Treat Wishes is turning out to have more pairings than I anticipated and two of them are demanding I write them in. I have over 1000 words for the next chapter of Right Where I Belong...Marah's being protective is a bit more ditsy and fun than I anticipated especially when you put her with Dustin. Of course I kinda want to use that chapter as an excuse to go visit the zoo myself.
I went to visit my Aunt in the hospital today and they were releasing her so I took her home. It was good timing. Of course I stayed with her for awhile, went and got dinner and waited around while she took a bath just in case. So of course we were talking and I hit a snag. My mom doesn't want her side of the family to know I'm gay and she's kind also gotten to the point where I think for some reason she thinks I'm straight. A bit of my family knows, but now really. James came over to my grad party. Apparently we make a cute couple. I couldn't excatly say 'He's gay, I'm gay' to my very Catholic Aunt, but I wasn't sure what to say. I did the whole 'just friends' bit, but no one's ever convinced by that. I'm probably making a bigger issue out of it than it is, but I just felt like I was lying to her even though all I was doing was omitting the truth. I like who I am. It just hurts that I've learned to keep my mouth shut and let people think I'm straight so I don't have to deal with the drama.