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Work was one of those stressful run around like a chicken and feel as if you've gotten nothing done days. Although I did manage to make my area look nice for the person taking over it both times. I worked in one hallway for 8 hours and then spent 4 hours in another hallway. It wasn't easy, but I was proud of the work I did when I left.
However I didn't really get any study time this weekend. I'm so tired when I get home that concentrating is a problem, at work I often have to skip my breaks. Today I barely had time to do my charting, let alone eat something.
Then I finally looked at my Nursing 114 grade. I thought I had done well on the last exam. There had been only two questions I knew I seconded guessed on. I got a D. I am now getting a D in the class. I was panicking for a moment. Then I did the math. 2.5 percentage points. I have one quiz tomorrow, then a test and a final. I should be able to bring this up. I have to bring this up. I fail this class I'm out of the program. I really want to be a nurse. Even though I was questioning today why I wanted to get into a field where I knew I was going to be verbally and physically abused on a daily basis there are still those moments when that resident is responding to me. I seem to have a knack with the grouchy, don't want to like anyone residents. I guess I just have to buckle down and study more. I'm going to have to find a way to make the time on the weekends.
I needed to vent so I could get some sleep.
However I didn't really get any study time this weekend. I'm so tired when I get home that concentrating is a problem, at work I often have to skip my breaks. Today I barely had time to do my charting, let alone eat something.
Then I finally looked at my Nursing 114 grade. I thought I had done well on the last exam. There had been only two questions I knew I seconded guessed on. I got a D. I am now getting a D in the class. I was panicking for a moment. Then I did the math. 2.5 percentage points. I have one quiz tomorrow, then a test and a final. I should be able to bring this up. I have to bring this up. I fail this class I'm out of the program. I really want to be a nurse. Even though I was questioning today why I wanted to get into a field where I knew I was going to be verbally and physically abused on a daily basis there are still those moments when that resident is responding to me. I seem to have a knack with the grouchy, don't want to like anyone residents. I guess I just have to buckle down and study more. I'm going to have to find a way to make the time on the weekends.
I needed to vent so I could get some sleep.
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