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You suck!
Three residents in the last two days. One I hadn't had the pleasure of taking care of yet. One we had expected for weeks...I kept checking for texts at Morphicon cause I thought I was gonna get the 'he passed' text while I was there. The one today was unexpected.
I'm calm, mostly, except for those moments where I want to burst into tears again.
Even though it is rough there were still reminders today of why I want to go into this field. I had a man who basically hates everyone, kiss my hand today. I had another resident that is off in their own world most of the time, look at me and very clearly say 'Thank you' so for all the bad today I had some good too.
Three residents in the last two days. One I hadn't had the pleasure of taking care of yet. One we had expected for weeks...I kept checking for texts at Morphicon cause I thought I was gonna get the 'he passed' text while I was there. The one today was unexpected.
I'm calm, mostly, except for those moments where I want to burst into tears again.
Even though it is rough there were still reminders today of why I want to go into this field. I had a man who basically hates everyone, kiss my hand today. I had another resident that is off in their own world most of the time, look at me and very clearly say 'Thank you' so for all the bad today I had some good too.
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