So today sucked.

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But oddly I'm calm. I'm kinda waiting to freak out. I'm kinda hoping it doesn't come because I have too much on my plate right now.

My mom's still acting like a maniac 15 yr old. My dad's at the point where he's about to give up on salvaging anything. My grandma's talked to me today about having to move my computer for when my dad moves in and how we must keep his dog.

I'm glad I went to dinner with my friend James, helped me to vent before I got home and comforted my dad a little. My mom invited me over to my aunt's for dinner tomorrow, but I'm so tempted to cancel because I have an essay due Monday and must run my grandma around after class tomorrow.

Also when I got home I got a letter from LCCC. I kinda just knew from the size of the thing. I was rejected. They don't want me back in their nursing program. I should be devestate, but like I said oddly I'm calm. I know I have other options and I know there are other nursing schools. I'll figure something out. Besides I already have two degrees from that school and will have two more degrees come August from my state school so well there is always the nursing program at my state school, a nursing program at another school or I could go on to grad school and do something other than nursing. Like I said I have options. I really want to be a nurse so I'll figure something out.